Hopeless Romantic

This is a story of a boy who's a sucker in love,
this boy have never believe in true love because his never has one,
this boy always feel envious of his friend that have their own lover,
this boy is always lonely but hide it with a fake smiles and stories,
he is truly some unlucky lovesick fool,

then he met a girl that caught his attention like never before,
this girl are so sweet that his heart melt instantly,
he thinks that she is the best girl ever and always said that,
he thinks that she is his lovely lovely perfect match,
that is the story about his beautiful crush,

the boy always want to see her beautiful smile,
the boy always want to talk to her every time  he had a chance,
the boy always want to go out with her and just have fun,
the boy always want to hear her stories or just her problems,
and he wants to be someone that she can always count on,

but the sad part is she was never belongs to the boy,
her hearts was taken long before the boy meet her,
her feeling are locked up tight only for her special one,
her smile are also meant for her true lovers,
that is the sad truth that the boy have to face,

still the boy denies the truth that she says,
the boy still keeping his hope up until now,
the boy still keep chasing the false dream that he created,
he also still want to get her even though it is a worthless effort,
the boy also make his heart the guide rather than his brain,
and the boy chooses to live  in  fantasies rather than facing realities,

this is because his love for her are unbearably deep,
this is because his hope are way to high,
this is because his fantasies are consuming all his realities,
this is because his mind is filing up with images of her dream girl every time he is concious,
and this is because he never fall  for a girl that are too damn good before,

this story does not relates to no one,
not me not you not anyone,
this story are only meant for a naive, stupid and idiot boy,
who being a hopeless romantic that he is truly are..

the end.. hehehe