Things i hate

today I want to talk about some things that i truly hate ( 10 things for now)..hehe just want to show you what i really looked like, maybe if you read this post, you can understand me fully... but please just please don't take it wrong.. cause this is may really really bad day, being sick and all.. so I write to make this miserable mood go away..

Things I hate,

let me tell you things that I truly hate.. let start with physical stuff, firstly.. I hate things that scared the gut of me.. I don't want to do this, but for amusement part let me sacrifice all my pride and tell them.. hehehe okay, things that scare the shit out of me is reptiles and slimy amphibians such as lizard and frog.. these two things I truly scared my gut, just by mentioning them makes me sick.. ohh I just wish that these things are not even exist in this world, and I hate animals that can harm you likes dogs and monkeys that can  harm you.. If i see them.. i am the first person to run as hell.. hehehehe..

I also hate sound of thing explode, in my young days, I just don'y go near to things like balloon or firecracker cause i am scared of their sound when the explode.. hehe ohh i just remembered  I run far far away with my whole strength when they (my lil bro and cousins) playing with those things, and what I do to destroy them so that they cannot play.. but it just a pointless battle you see.. cause there are Chief Customs and Police Officers in my family that always i mean frustratingly always have the stock of firecrackers every year and kindly give to my cousins and lil bro for them to play.. after I realise that, i have thrown away the phobia and start to love them.. say 'if you cannot fight them, why just you join them?' am I right.. hahaha 

then, I hate being ignored, I just hate of being avoided without any reasons at all.. this makes me look liked some worthless person who not have much value in someone life,  if they want me to stay away all I really need is some reason.. just give me a reason and i'm okay with that, not just keeping silence when I ask, it makes me more curious and I always start to think bad things afterwards. 

Then, I just freakin hate to be used as tools and thrown away when my help are not needed, yeah It sounds like I am not sincere right? as the matter fact I am.. I'm just not a person who can help people easily and  thrown off when I'm not needed, like some old tools.. it makes me really disappointed when I am treated that way. At least just give some consideration or just an appreciation would be enough for me, I will make me glad to help them again, hope these people don't take me for granted because I can walk away as easy as i'm writing on this blog.. hehehe just joking..

And I also hate being back stabbed especially from a person whom I trust and love wholeheartedly. Thing is, i'm just hard to trust people.. maybe i looked like i trust them but the fact is I am not.. I will keep my guards up and prepare for any betrayals.. this is because I have been betrayed a time too much that i don't know which person that i can truly trust,.. so for all people out there I beg you to not betray my trust cause when you do.. you will be facing a much much better betrayer that Runningmans' own Kwang Soo the Kirin.. hehe still joking..

Next, i hate to guess what my loved one thinks or just figuring out what they are feeling.. cause i'm not a good guesser or thinker who can see a person feelings just by looking at status updates or gesture or face expression.. This is because when it come to details, i am the worst person in business, and I am truly sorry if  sometimes I did not understand you, it is not on purpose it is just i am a simple minded guy who thinks that his special one is always okay.. ( i guess so) hehehe.. ohh that's enough of the word 'special one'.. it makes me looked bad.. hahahaha 

Number six, I hate of being accused of the crime that I've never commit.. this is one of the most hateful thing in my life, i just hate when a person told others that I did wrong things that I never commit especially the stupid one.. firstly it makes my reputation as a good boy tarnished.. and the other reason is when i do a wrong things i do it with style, swagger and charisma.. and i will be proud when people tell stories bout them, not some dumb things that so easy or stupid that retarded person can manage to commit them, that is just not my crime.. hahaha cause i am a bad boy with brains you see.. not some mindless thugs ( even though I looked liked one )..

Next, I hate people who look into my my stuff or asked me too much just to find out anything about me.. it can be really annoying sometimes.. let me make it clear.. I am actually a secretive person who does not like another person to know much about me especially thing that i want to hide such as my past and my phobia unless I intend to tell them directly.. this is because these things can embarrass me when it got out to the public.. especially my past which i do things that I am not proud of.. so I just want to forget them and move on as a changed person.. and the person that I usually told all of them is a person who i trust with my whole heart that will have my secrets kept safely in their hand.. I hope so..

And i hate a person who spoiling my mood when I am trying to having fun, especially when it comes to crazy stuff cause I was born to be crazy and do something that takes your breath away such as somersault, back flips when i go to waterfalls, swims to the middle of the oceans, drive cars like a maniac, do stunts when riding motorcycle.. it is just my stuff, and I love to do that.. and it truly get on my nerve when the person who told off me to not do.. are doing those things, I think person who close to me knows who are these persons that i am referring to cause every time I had a chance, i will tell them what those 'mood killers' do to me.. hehe i mean every single time until they are used to hear my complaining.. heheh so sorry about that.. truly sorry.. 

Next, i hate a person that are so easy to give up even though the chances are still high.. that makes me mad cause in my whole life, i've never give up on things that I do.. (minus things that I hate in the first place) cause when I truly want something, I will keep on fighting till I get it.. or just die trying.. I have been taught to be that when I was so young, just never give up until the end.. then you will be satisfied although you cannot get what you want,,

and Finally, I hate when men does not treat their girl right, this make me sick just by seeing them.. cause did they not notice or f'n realises that their mom is also a woman? so why in the world they play with girl feeling? if you cannot stay faithful, just don't act to be one and blaming your girl cause they also do the same thing, cause sometime karma is a bitch you know and you will get back the wrongs that you do.. but after that just please suck it up and be a gentleman please? just don't be mad at your girl cause you will looked really stupid.. trying to protect your so called egos and pride.. how dumb is that.. FYI I am living in the same house with this kind of person.. ahh what a sore in my backside when i see he scolding his girlfriend like he is her brother or parents just to be faithful when they are never do the thing.. only knows how to pronounce those word but did not understand at all the meaning of it.. so pathetic.. it embarrass me to befriended some guys like them..

its ten things is it not? so that's it.. I don't wanna write any more cause  it will make you think that i hate everything.. hahaha so peeps, thats all from me.. Stay tuned... and Goodbye for now, till we meet again...