My 'Special One'

Morning, how's your day? Fine? 

First of all I would like to thank GOD for giving me a chance to live and breath for another day, ok, this beautiful morning, let me share about one girl who stole my heart, who attract me, who I really really like her to be my SWEET LITTLE special one.. hehe no need to tell name ok? It might make her mad or embarrassed by my post..


The first day that I met her, my eyes are glued to her, her face are like a girl who I ever dream to be with.. sounds weird right? but seriously that is exactly what happened that day, and at that day i think that I'm really really attracted to her.. her smile is so precious, her voice really can take your breath away and since that day, I've always have daydreams about being with her..


Then, after a few while, we spoke to each other and she gave me her number, and GOOD GOD, we've 'text'ed every-time we had a chance,I've found out that she's a nice girl eventually when I get to know her.. and coincidently or maybe we can call it fate, we have many things in common, we're both love same genre of musics (that the important one,) fyi, she also introduce me to some awesome band that I've never heard of and their songs keep playing till today.we're both like to watch anime and runningman, and also.. we also are in-to movies.. that's not all, she also  love anything about Japan, that have been my obsession for years, she also born in the same month and we shares the same zodiac.


We're are so close, I mean very close in some period of time and i think that she is the most comfortable person to talked to, a good listener although she does not speak a lot and only be with hie close girl friends, still she finds time to talk or maybe 'text'ed me.. when we talked there is no full stop.. i don't know why? but it happened.. but the sad part, she just want to be a friend, not lovers.. so many time I've asked her, still the answer is NO, yeah.. it is disappointing, but I can live with that, I rather be  a friend than be nothing.


We also do a lot of things together actually, we go out with our best friend and go shopping and play bowling, that's maybe her fondest things that I've introduced to her yet, at first, hehehe she does not even touch the bowling ball and just watched from afar, after a few.. I mean a lot of begging, she finally played that game and become obsessed by it till now.. a pat to the shoulder for me.. hahaha


okeyh, that's it for her outside, now let me get deeper.. I mean her attitude and personality, ok firstly, when you don't know her, you may think that she is very arrogant girl who think that she did not have to befriend all. But, truthfully I think that she is very friendly, just she does not know how  to make a friend.. hehehe She told me that,


 She is also very quiet and shy.. exactly the opposite of me.. but that's not all she also very free spirited and did not care about what people think of her apart from her hate to be judged.. that is the most attractive features ever. it is hard nowadays to find a girl like that.. next, she also as lazy as me.. hehehe if there's work or functions that are not important or fun, I think we're both are the first person to say no..


next, she also very very, I mean very INDEPENDENT, she does not need help from someone else if she had a problem and try to solve by herself.. YOU GO GIRL.. that attitude makes me proud.. unlike some others girls who are always dependant to guys to solve their problem, no matter how small they are.


She also can be very persuasive sometimes, yeah she always be. Despite that, she is very stubborn and have fixed opinion, If she says no the answer  is no.. no matter how hard you beg her, no matter how many times you try.. still no.. hehehe but that makes her so cute for me.. hehe (^_^)


She also can hide her feeling very well, I mean, we cannot predict that she is happy, sad, angry or just frustrated if we just text-ed her or look straight in her face.. its does not appear that way, She  only tell to a person who is close to her like her best friends, family, or maybe her boyfriend perhaps.. not me.. hehehe but someone else.. I think I can use the word secretive to describe her, she always kept her secret very well that sometimes makes me over-think about the details. but that's her right.. to keep a secret cause everyone have secrets right?  so let her be..


Her talents? She love to sketch and is good at It, she can make Illustration like it is nothing and can be impressive as hell.. she truly love arts and told me that every-time.. Who doesn't? Al tough i did not have all the talents in this world, I'm also an art fan.. i just love to see beautiful drawing and picture made by the great, the famous, the young, or the rookie.. as long that it called an art, I love them..


I think I've say too much.. hehehe it is because after some time, we're involved in some fights that make us not as close as we used to be.. but that will never stop us, i mean, me to be close to her.. right now we're trying to be close like yesterday.. and I would like all of you, my friends to wish me luck and wish that I can be close to her again..



SO THAT's ALL, THANK YOU!!